Lately, My mind has been overrun with ideas, emotions, this and that tasks.
My current job has been steadily moving upward with promotions and steady praise.
My household has been in kind of a slump do to me doing so much, just like yesterday I worked a double shift...
3am-5pm it was a long, long day for me and this dreaded heat seems to just PULL it out of me.
I came home last night and went to bed at 7pm and slept until 10am today. That is NOT like me. I am a blur when I am at home...I think I suffer from ADHD...But the good thing is I seem to be doing quite well at completing goals when I am awake and at home...its really weird.
I have always been a busybody, I am wonderful at delegating tasks and jobs. My biggest issue was just feeling like I had all the time in the world and I believe it made me a tad lazy. LOL
Now, its just one blur after the other. One thing I can say...I am the better for it. I feel stronger, independent and as if I can conquer the world. People have been very kind lately and I don't take compliments like I should...I just smile and nod...I am changing that.
I am so grateful for all I am learning and I just hate when I miss out on my blog or meditation but I do know that when I get the chance to sit and relax...I will fully appreciate it more than I ever have. That is the lesson I am taking from this. My glass is half full....I wear rose coloured glasses...I am on my way to being the WITCH/WOMAN I have been setting my sights on for so long. Now...off to crack open a book and do a bit of brewing before work tonite.
Brightest Blessings )o(
I was told long ago that people like us, who live very hectic, crazy lives are able to accomplish more than those who can, how do I put this, put things off because there is no need to get anything done too quickly. It took me a while to grasp what she said but after having some down time where nothing HAD to be done, I fully understood what she meant. I am so much better when my life is full that when it is not.
ReplyDeleteSo glad people are seeing the kind of work you are capable of and giving credit where credit is due. Keep up the good work.....Angie
many thanks angie! Glad to know there are others out there like you and me...^^
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